woah its been a while since i was on here, and so much has happened! ok, well, me n michael r going out now :-D i am so happy about it. I made a huge mistake when i ended it last time. I think i just freaked coz i'd never done anything like this before. oh well that doesnt matter now.
It's like when he's around me, he's a breath of fresh air. He makes me feel special (not in a retarded way :-P ) and I never want to let go of the feeling. When he hugs me, or holds me in his arms its like all the weight of the world disappears and I just feel so light and free and happy. this sounds way too soppy for it to be me saying it, but its true.
our 1 month in 16 days! not counting today or the 22nd ... 22.07.09 he asked me. its only one month, but its still better than what, less than a week like last time haha.
he sits with us in the mornings, and sometimes at lunch... which is getting less now. sure it makes me depressed when he doesnt come, but i dont want him not to see his friends. coz it could end out that he never sees them, and isnt as close as he was with them, maybe too much so. (if that makes sense...) all my friends are going on about how he should always sit with me, or i should sit with him, but as much as i want to, it would be soooooo weird. they r all 2 years older than me, one is my friends sister, one's another one of another friend's brothers, and there's dion aswell. I would feel so out of place, and have absolutely no clue what to do or say. it sucks. but its ok, at least he spends some time with me.
ive gotta go do some homework now. ill try to update this a bit more often. cya laterrr.
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