Monday, November 2, 2009

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yepp. ^ dots ^ things atm dont really have a title.
swim club
well, swim club's started back which i was dreading but its actually pretty fun atm. me n jack r close again, and i hang around with him, and of course matt follows around. jordan's there too, my new friend from last season. I guess thats our little group. i also hang around with tayla and elise and sit over their side sometimes. and cait comes sometimes to hang out with us ( and for additive reasons i have sworn to keep secret - for now anyway)
I am still not great at swimming, but thats probably because i havent trained since like forever, and i cant be bothered training either. club's more like a fun thing for me now, not competitive. But, the downside is, im in the carnival next week for ~ EVERY STROKE ~ even butterfly!!! its like the stroke developed by the devil to torture and make complete fools of us mere mortals. Im in it because im the only girl in my age group swimming atm. pheobe has been off at a school camp, and elise has been sick!! kill me. i am attempting to refuse to do butterfly, but so far it hasnt worked :(
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a certain someone has started flirting with me and i dont know whether i like them. i am 50% hoping that it is just this thing they r getting into a habit of it, like flirting with all the girls, or trying to make his ex jealous, but 50% of me isnt. i think that if he asked me out, i would say yes, but it would be awkward coz me and his ex are greatttt friends, but she says she thinks me n him would be cute together, but i dont know if she means it.. im trying not to give out names in case im wrong about this whole thing and someone from school reads it. but i might have already given it away, but hey, as i said - i could be wrong!! also there is someone else who i might possibly like, but i think its just a crush (as mentioned in a previous post)
school & friends
school is getting harder and harder. not academically, thats all fine, but the whole getting up to go to school. im soooooooooo tired lately. i dont even know why. it might just be as simple as sleeping more, or im just wiped from school the day b4.
omg last friday we disected a BULL'S EYE!! not the dart board bulls eye - no - it was a real live (or not so live) bull's eye. it was so awesomely disgusting!! i cut it with scissors to open up the front and the jelly stuff on the inside oooooozzeeddd out it was so cool! i was really worried @ the start, but turned out i didnt mind it at all. that kinda surprised me coz i cant watch RPA (this hospital thing on tv that shows u all of the surgery on patients - i hate it - needles *shudder*) but the eye didnt bother me. me n daniel were playing around with the jelly while dishmini and supun were looking at the lens of the eye which was awesome coz it was like a magnifying glass and we were reading the news paper with it lol. it was pretty coolio.
my friends are as good as ever. there isnt really much to tell i guess. we r getting along, me n cait getting stronger everyday since we had our little ignoring period when simone came into the picture. im getting used to having her around and having to (im trying to make this sound better but i cant) share cait with her. simone isnt too bad, you just have to get used to having her around, thats all. me n her are friends, but not really close friends. she'd be one of those types of people you smile to in passing, or have the odd conversation about something and get along well.
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lol yep. more dots.
im like realllyyyy into music at the moment. and dad's downloaded a program called 'eMule' which i can get music off. it was on mums computer and i kept using to get my music, and now i have it, ive gone nuts. everyday i think i get a new song from it. :) in fact, right now, i am listening to the music, and downloading some too. ive dowloaded songs from movies (back to the future, ferris bueller's day off) and the whole version of the theme song from big bang theory (its so quirky!!) and just other songs.
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